Introduction for 3 days 2 night in Genting Highlands with my old buddies

It was a really good time, and we tried all the things we managed to achieve. Sorry for the casino case since we are still under age.A total of 6 persons went including me are Pwen, Kean Chon, Meiim. Shu Qi and Kokyao. We took a really long trip by bus. For me, I slept for throughout the journey cause I really tired for not enough sleep. What would we had there, theme park, best meals, nite time gambling, even sleep with interesting manner, you have to be told! Stay tune!

Nothing

Seems I fancinated to write all the things I faced I could in KMPh, guess what? It still a lot more undiscovered and will be continue tomorrow, stay tuned!

I'm now on a mid-sem break for two weeks. More importantly, I'm now at my home, PENANG!

Continue Weeks in KMPh

Despite here the compound is a small case ompared to KMS, as heard from Kean Chon and Shu Qi, but it would took me a lot of time to walk, [wispered] no choice since motor vehicles is strictly prohibited in the college. Kinda love to stick at my room, especially on my bed and for the real case I missed a few classes for that unforgiveable reason. Oh, a flick of mind tells me that I should introduce my roomates, they are Faiz, Adi and dear Shaymi.I am lucky compared to my chinese friends there already, although there was a smoker or rather I would say due to his damn peers, he smoked, however the good new is that he wouldn't smoke in the room and never smoke in front of me.I managed to break the ice between my roomates and we live together harmonily in a room. My timetable was horrible, made me pass out when I could see all of time I had to rush for tutorials and lectures. It was no fair, 'cause I chose the busy-est modul, for more information,daily 8am to 5pm with only two breaks in betwwen 8-9, 11-12 and 1-2. 4 heavy subjects have to catch up. What a terrible study life it will be. I hope I could bare with that all. The story din finished yet, the lecturers are all rushed in lecturers too. I learned a chapter for each subjuets within a week, and the homeworks, experiment reports... Oh gosh, it would be endless.  For the first time too, I wore my white labcoat to enter experimanr classes. for the first time I saw all the malays in college, for the first time in my life I have to eat malays food everyday although I always skip my breakfast and lunch. It's all ok. For the first try too, I din expect I really do sports or leisure in my school field too, I tried kayak, tennis, squash, badminton and bicycle, everyday everything is different I would say! The college drives out my nerve already! Indeed, it will make me sleep more soundly in the night because I was too tired to think anything.

My First Week in KMPh

It has been quite a long time for me to update this blog 'cause I'm not at home.Guess where I had been for these months? Kuantan.My first week there was not fun, had to bear with my emotion, including miss my home too. I was quite shocked when I knew I was going to East Malaysia for quite a long time for matriculation studies. There was not like city, Gambang is indeed a countryside, where no McDonald, movie, nor shopping complex available nearby except you have to took a 30-mins bus to Kuantan, then only you can see a shopping complex. My college surrounded by a forest, I could see real monkeys and guinie pigs!!! I met my first buddy, named Tony Chan. Like Jason, but a ten times better, but sometimes he's qute boring I would say. The first week, we chinese had been torched by the damned seniors, the worse thrusday midnight we had been through, rolling boys on the wet dirty volleyball court. The fun time was I joined the choir and presented during the closing ceremony, although it was all screwed up. The Sundays there I usually spent my day to Christain gathering followed my biolody lecturer, Madam Tor and her husband, Mr Chew. They had been a very salute listener and problem solver to us, generally like a counsellor. They have two daughters, which one of them also joined us to KMPh. Visited Termeloh, Merbau, Kuantan, frequent stops for them. Madam Tor too be a good observer, spotted my backache problem and I have been cured, through walking around on the track evening after 6pm at least three days a week. I was there, once a time wasting my opportunity waiting the scholarship reappeal result from stupid MCA. Never mind, 'cause I really din expect much for something to be too good to hear, a fairytale to me. Despite old infracstructure and it was sick to see, but due to its good acedemic history and therefore I think it would be a good place to me, and I swear to have a good year here.

Not gonna to bring my new notebook there. Remember help me to fish my pond daily, they will hungry like me XD

Cried

Listen many quiet musics today and read a lot stories today. My cheek wet. While packing my things for the next week, noticed that the day which my leaves my home for the first time, not far. Last two days on my bed.

Some sentences about life that I would like to share with you, my friends...

I have been waiting for an eternity just for this very moment,

Meaninglessly hurting one another, the dissapearing of life forms,

The words that become delected, the thoughts that become buried, 

The pool of cells that slowly evaporate, the echoes of consciousness that slowly fate...

Love to hate, hate to love,

Why are we born? Why do we die?

Evolution? The survival of the fitness?

What is there to be achieve from harming one another, killing one another?

The "eggs" that we called planets and the innumerable "spermatozoa",

Which gather around these that we call live-forms,

When one of those countless seeds inseminates a planet, a new universe is born,

But until that happens, hundreds of millions of years will pass,

And innumerable life-forms will be born, and die...

That is the be-all and end-all, everything exists for that one moment,

All so that the universe can evolve into the next dimension...

Does that makes us just pawns?

Are each of our short lives nothing but a cheap sacrifice,

Just so the one chosen life-form can be born?

No. That is not the case!

Each and every one of us has a chance of becoming that one chosen life-form,

which inseminates the planet,

Yes, it could be you.

Genes and environment,

Each of us tries to do his best under the limited conditions we are each dealt,

Each life-form that attempts to eke out a decent life for itself,

Forms a link in the golden chain that leads to the creation of the new universe...

If one link is missing, there will be no future.

There is no such thing as a useless life-form,

No such thing as a pawn!

Every single thing in the whole of nature is perhaps just dreaming,

A dream of life ...

All of them are perhaps  nothing more than a dream dreamt by the planet before it is born...

Oh, but yes...

Eventually all dreams will return to Zurvan, to the sea of dreams...

Thus, the curtain closes on another tale,

An eternity has passed,

Fleeting dreams fade into the distance,

All that is left now is me and my memories.

But I'm sure we will meet again,

Someday, you and I,

Another place, another time,

It just that we are not realize,

That you are you, I am me...

Let us open the door to the greatest unknown,

Come across another reality,

And live another today,

Even when the story has been told,

Life goes on...

Until we meet again,

Take care of yourself, my friend...

Bloggers Coffee Shop

Monday night, 7pm I slept at sofa and woke by ringing telephone, from Shiharn, telling me go gathering. Contacted Kean Chon fetch, went farmacy first and looked around. Met Shuqi, Shiharn, Jingwen, and we went bloggers. Looked menu while waiting Desmon Kuku until called us saying got lost, then we brought them come upstairs. Ate curry men and desert and had a huge size drink. What was funny? Really 'cheap' fried sotong.
Chat very late and was quite fun ^^

P/S:

Remember feed my fish pond

Sunday

Damn hot, car air-con did not function at all, sweating and  felt my back wet. Shopping at noon, it "indeed a perfect timing", shopping non-stop to buy my needs to pahang college. Spent a lot, but not my money, but to buy such lots of things, no choice but to pay up.

Dead, seriously

This Sunday could be the worst day for me.

Early midnight, saw a huge cockroach at toilet, it was near my room's window already. Quickly get out spray and hit it hardly into millon pieces, flush it down toilet.

Get up today early go Kulim get my new IC. I wanna cry already, I can't recognise the person in the photo, which is totally unacceptable. Don't ever laugh at me when I ever show out my new IC, please. Ahh, I have to use that for the rest of my life.

p/s: Start packing my stuff fir the matriculation and it was A LOT, maybe I will bring a full car things to go, OMG

I'm gonna miss my family, hometown, penang, not left out you, I swear!!

Only left a week in penang, but I'm still playful, no mood preparing anything and I'm been lectured just now. Got new ATM card, yippe, but I'm scared missing it, caused I'm that kind of atitude, lackadisicle, reckless, careless and forgetful,  and how I'm going to survive there, I doubted.
 

Normal days

I spent today with blogger, chatting with friends, some homework stuff, anime shows and games, video, just like normal days I would have done. See my friends sharing their new college life just makes me so happy with them. Haha, don't jealous Tingu, I gonna have mine too. Only 10 days left and I realised I din't do anything yet, cause I'm still waiting the stupid government JPA site but guess what, I wait until tomorrow, if nothing happens again then I start doing matrix stuff. I can't wait it forever until the date to attend matrix. Gosh, after printing the maps, I am so fustrasted- the journey to Kuantan takes forever, about 10 hours based on my father driving speed. But anyway, I'm touched since my parents will accompany me to my new college. But now, me gonna crazy and my mum start buying daily things already, dump at my room and it's A LOT. But I will take all, and apriciate my mom's hard work too,  and quite hurt to look at it as A LOT money spent too. Sleep well and a day passed.

Nervous news

Kok yao went UCSI, jiawei IBM (currently F6), pwen HELP (millon sorry), kean chon KMS, shi harn KMP or maybe fly overseas, kuku and sushi also, left me KMPh and desmon lim... etc F6, my friends all won't be beside me for a long year and completely won't have any contact. This makes me so helpless and surely, sad. Hope still got a chance to meet up with you all before I go to an unknown place. Still got one week, then say goodbye for a year. Waiting for announcement from JPA, which I don't hope so much, and my mum said to me don't wait anymore and she started lecturering me what to do after going there and a lot of things have to buy, and have lots of preparation. I think I will be so busy after this week.

Last Gathering With Weeee~

Morning, 9.20am Shi Harn fetched Kean Chon and I went back to school for a matriculation talk with the past year guys who had been studied there and of course, we were already late but still had to wait Agnes to started the event. No many people attended but it was worth to come, at least I got a box of "rubbish" to collect after the talk. (after I look at the notes seemed too hard for me, so don't say something picky about matriculation) Not much info collected but what I very looking forward was the following event - hanging out with my gang to Penang Gurney Plaza.(Omg, what a good atitude) But before that, we were late again to meet with those guys to have our "cheap and economic" lunch (cause we took consideration for someone who wanted to save money for his future-recieved goods - or underwares again)

Then the girls all sit Shi harn's car and we boys, son of men all went penang by desmon's car. Supposely I thought we will arrived first, but thanks to the damned-fast-serving penang bridge toll, we arrived the latest.
Find a "good" place parking and we made all the way to get inside, but suddenly Desmon, this worrifully-child said he was doubted whether to lock his car already, so we made another way back and parked the car to the nearest place from the enterance. And we had our enjoyable time to find the girls, made them losing their cool and patient, finally we met, went bookstores, apple-computing stores, and walking with no destination.
After that, we all made up our mind to try something different for this outing- skating, we paid for RM18 to buy for aches, a few slips, a few great camera shots, laughed each others, and nothing to do with skating except Desmon and Kean chon knew to skate and they skated along holding hands together- made us felt guity as if we were looking a gay match, dumped these amatuer aside. (haolian-ing) We amatuer skated like if done our phycology examination (we havent tag the photos to make sure not to laugh die you all) >,<

And then, we were tired and dehydrated, search for refreshing cool-drinks and ate all the japanese food we could. We then back after 6.30pm then we could only reached home nearly 8pm- since we hang out too long and the roads were busy, after a shower, stared at pc moniter and continue chating. Slept soundly as I was wore out and I knew after this sleep I will be hard to get up- hand and legs were pain. XD

And... all by myself

Wow!!! Just listened to Charice's on live videos and it is amazingly good. (OMG, she had damn good vocal, felt lots of loneness and when followed her singing, I touched and cried) However, I do like trust more "you are not alone" but well, I know that difficulties in lives have to be self-through but you can share the knowledge, experiences and says out your feelings with your friends. >-<

Last week was a fairy tale to me. Last Wednesday got farewell BBQ night at CK, Thrusday saw movie and ate at Sunway. Yeah, makes me sleeplessness and suddenly got so many activities. Suddenly got so many hang out's with my buddy and my pocket burned deeply but this wednesday got one more... so have to prepare more pocket money = o =, and I never forget this precious memories. Anyway, it is hundreds times better than continue rotting at home. Special thanks to you all, my friends!!!

Again, stay tune firework life!!!

Howww.... Hoooowwwwwwwwwwww...

This title reminds me "speechless" - which the song I do like. Yeah, some kind of missing here since everyone of my friends seems got their temporary pathway to their excel life, only me... still waiting for nothing but time still passes... I decided to spend more time on reading and revising all the secondary symlibous starting tomorrow...

Kinda sad and feel lost after I had my two busy days...    

Today..... And Tomorrow... How could it be...

Today just same as yesterdays, cause no much difference except today finally can walk out from home, doing part time job. (as just a replacement of my friend - dunno who is really busy... shit) As I missed hearing lots of information, causing my peaceful day (not looking down at the job - however the job indeed boring and quite easy) becomes really "ACTIVE VOLCANO". Well, what am I doing all the day just serving "NuTrigen" =-=\\\

Nah, just kept it a side...

Greetings everyone... I'm coming joined you...

Say hi!!! Just created a new blog for myself and yeah... I am stepping into a new era. My post quite boring but I would say "Welcome and feel free to look at it" to all viewers. 


Introducing myself, I am a stubborn-looking boy, still virgin, single, and available. 18 years old, Aquarius. A crazy person 'cause always cursing people and mumbling something. (said by person who know me well - a million "f***" for that instead of thanks)  Well, this is not the fact. Happy and worry-free always and hate to be panic and of course a lot besides that... Fancinate animation, Katy perry, food and a lot more... (We just find out when we become friends ya) Well, I am not so straight but sorry not so gay... (Just remember " I kissed a girl and I like it, I hope my boy friend don't mind it")


I will share a piece of my mind everyday and yeah... (Based on my mood) I will be gald to see you around soon 'cause it has been so late, tata...