Not gonna to bring my new notebook there. Remember help me to fish my pond daily, they will hungry like me XD

Cried

Listen many quiet musics today and read a lot stories today. My cheek wet. While packing my things for the next week, noticed that the day which my leaves my home for the first time, not far. Last two days on my bed.

Some sentences about life that I would like to share with you, my friends...

I have been waiting for an eternity just for this very moment,

Meaninglessly hurting one another, the dissapearing of life forms,

The words that become delected, the thoughts that become buried, 

The pool of cells that slowly evaporate, the echoes of consciousness that slowly fate...

Love to hate, hate to love,

Why are we born? Why do we die?

Evolution? The survival of the fitness?

What is there to be achieve from harming one another, killing one another?

The "eggs" that we called planets and the innumerable "spermatozoa",

Which gather around these that we call live-forms,

When one of those countless seeds inseminates a planet, a new universe is born,

But until that happens, hundreds of millions of years will pass,

And innumerable life-forms will be born, and die...

That is the be-all and end-all, everything exists for that one moment,

All so that the universe can evolve into the next dimension...

Does that makes us just pawns?

Are each of our short lives nothing but a cheap sacrifice,

Just so the one chosen life-form can be born?

No. That is not the case!

Each and every one of us has a chance of becoming that one chosen life-form,

which inseminates the planet,

Yes, it could be you.

Genes and environment,

Each of us tries to do his best under the limited conditions we are each dealt,

Each life-form that attempts to eke out a decent life for itself,

Forms a link in the golden chain that leads to the creation of the new universe...

If one link is missing, there will be no future.

There is no such thing as a useless life-form,

No such thing as a pawn!

Every single thing in the whole of nature is perhaps just dreaming,

A dream of life ...

All of them are perhaps  nothing more than a dream dreamt by the planet before it is born...

Oh, but yes...

Eventually all dreams will return to Zurvan, to the sea of dreams...

Thus, the curtain closes on another tale,

An eternity has passed,

Fleeting dreams fade into the distance,

All that is left now is me and my memories.

But I'm sure we will meet again,

Someday, you and I,

Another place, another time,

It just that we are not realize,

That you are you, I am me...

Let us open the door to the greatest unknown,

Come across another reality,

And live another today,

Even when the story has been told,

Life goes on...

Until we meet again,

Take care of yourself, my friend...

Bloggers Coffee Shop

Monday night, 7pm I slept at sofa and woke by ringing telephone, from Shiharn, telling me go gathering. Contacted Kean Chon fetch, went farmacy first and looked around. Met Shuqi, Shiharn, Jingwen, and we went bloggers. Looked menu while waiting Desmon Kuku until called us saying got lost, then we brought them come upstairs. Ate curry men and desert and had a huge size drink. What was funny? Really 'cheap' fried sotong.
Chat very late and was quite fun ^^

P/S:

Remember feed my fish pond

Sunday

Damn hot, car air-con did not function at all, sweating and  felt my back wet. Shopping at noon, it "indeed a perfect timing", shopping non-stop to buy my needs to pahang college. Spent a lot, but not my money, but to buy such lots of things, no choice but to pay up.

Dead, seriously

This Sunday could be the worst day for me.

Early midnight, saw a huge cockroach at toilet, it was near my room's window already. Quickly get out spray and hit it hardly into millon pieces, flush it down toilet.

Get up today early go Kulim get my new IC. I wanna cry already, I can't recognise the person in the photo, which is totally unacceptable. Don't ever laugh at me when I ever show out my new IC, please. Ahh, I have to use that for the rest of my life.

p/s: Start packing my stuff fir the matriculation and it was A LOT, maybe I will bring a full car things to go, OMG

I'm gonna miss my family, hometown, penang, not left out you, I swear!!

Only left a week in penang, but I'm still playful, no mood preparing anything and I'm been lectured just now. Got new ATM card, yippe, but I'm scared missing it, caused I'm that kind of atitude, lackadisicle, reckless, careless and forgetful,  and how I'm going to survive there, I doubted.
 

Normal days

I spent today with blogger, chatting with friends, some homework stuff, anime shows and games, video, just like normal days I would have done. See my friends sharing their new college life just makes me so happy with them. Haha, don't jealous Tingu, I gonna have mine too. Only 10 days left and I realised I din't do anything yet, cause I'm still waiting the stupid government JPA site but guess what, I wait until tomorrow, if nothing happens again then I start doing matrix stuff. I can't wait it forever until the date to attend matrix. Gosh, after printing the maps, I am so fustrasted- the journey to Kuantan takes forever, about 10 hours based on my father driving speed. But anyway, I'm touched since my parents will accompany me to my new college. But now, me gonna crazy and my mum start buying daily things already, dump at my room and it's A LOT. But I will take all, and apriciate my mom's hard work too,  and quite hurt to look at it as A LOT money spent too. Sleep well and a day passed.

Nervous news

Kok yao went UCSI, jiawei IBM (currently F6), pwen HELP (millon sorry), kean chon KMS, shi harn KMP or maybe fly overseas, kuku and sushi also, left me KMPh and desmon lim... etc F6, my friends all won't be beside me for a long year and completely won't have any contact. This makes me so helpless and surely, sad. Hope still got a chance to meet up with you all before I go to an unknown place. Still got one week, then say goodbye for a year. Waiting for announcement from JPA, which I don't hope so much, and my mum said to me don't wait anymore and she started lecturering me what to do after going there and a lot of things have to buy, and have lots of preparation. I think I will be so busy after this week.

Last Gathering With Weeee~

Morning, 9.20am Shi Harn fetched Kean Chon and I went back to school for a matriculation talk with the past year guys who had been studied there and of course, we were already late but still had to wait Agnes to started the event. No many people attended but it was worth to come, at least I got a box of "rubbish" to collect after the talk. (after I look at the notes seemed too hard for me, so don't say something picky about matriculation) Not much info collected but what I very looking forward was the following event - hanging out with my gang to Penang Gurney Plaza.(Omg, what a good atitude) But before that, we were late again to meet with those guys to have our "cheap and economic" lunch (cause we took consideration for someone who wanted to save money for his future-recieved goods - or underwares again)

Then the girls all sit Shi harn's car and we boys, son of men all went penang by desmon's car. Supposely I thought we will arrived first, but thanks to the damned-fast-serving penang bridge toll, we arrived the latest.
Find a "good" place parking and we made all the way to get inside, but suddenly Desmon, this worrifully-child said he was doubted whether to lock his car already, so we made another way back and parked the car to the nearest place from the enterance. And we had our enjoyable time to find the girls, made them losing their cool and patient, finally we met, went bookstores, apple-computing stores, and walking with no destination.
After that, we all made up our mind to try something different for this outing- skating, we paid for RM18 to buy for aches, a few slips, a few great camera shots, laughed each others, and nothing to do with skating except Desmon and Kean chon knew to skate and they skated along holding hands together- made us felt guity as if we were looking a gay match, dumped these amatuer aside. (haolian-ing) We amatuer skated like if done our phycology examination (we havent tag the photos to make sure not to laugh die you all) >,<

And then, we were tired and dehydrated, search for refreshing cool-drinks and ate all the japanese food we could. We then back after 6.30pm then we could only reached home nearly 8pm- since we hang out too long and the roads were busy, after a shower, stared at pc moniter and continue chating. Slept soundly as I was wore out and I knew after this sleep I will be hard to get up- hand and legs were pain. XD