Cried

Listen many quiet musics today and read a lot stories today. My cheek wet. While packing my things for the next week, noticed that the day which my leaves my home for the first time, not far. Last two days on my bed.

Some sentences about life that I would like to share with you, my friends...

I have been waiting for an eternity just for this very moment,

Meaninglessly hurting one another, the dissapearing of life forms,

The words that become delected, the thoughts that become buried, 

The pool of cells that slowly evaporate, the echoes of consciousness that slowly fate...

Love to hate, hate to love,

Why are we born? Why do we die?

Evolution? The survival of the fitness?

What is there to be achieve from harming one another, killing one another?

The "eggs" that we called planets and the innumerable "spermatozoa",

Which gather around these that we call live-forms,

When one of those countless seeds inseminates a planet, a new universe is born,

But until that happens, hundreds of millions of years will pass,

And innumerable life-forms will be born, and die...

That is the be-all and end-all, everything exists for that one moment,

All so that the universe can evolve into the next dimension...

Does that makes us just pawns?

Are each of our short lives nothing but a cheap sacrifice,

Just so the one chosen life-form can be born?

No. That is not the case!

Each and every one of us has a chance of becoming that one chosen life-form,

which inseminates the planet,

Yes, it could be you.

Genes and environment,

Each of us tries to do his best under the limited conditions we are each dealt,

Each life-form that attempts to eke out a decent life for itself,

Forms a link in the golden chain that leads to the creation of the new universe...

If one link is missing, there will be no future.

There is no such thing as a useless life-form,

No such thing as a pawn!

Every single thing in the whole of nature is perhaps just dreaming,

A dream of life ...

All of them are perhaps  nothing more than a dream dreamt by the planet before it is born...

Oh, but yes...

Eventually all dreams will return to Zurvan, to the sea of dreams...

Thus, the curtain closes on another tale,

An eternity has passed,

Fleeting dreams fade into the distance,

All that is left now is me and my memories.

But I'm sure we will meet again,

Someday, you and I,

Another place, another time,

It just that we are not realize,

That you are you, I am me...

Let us open the door to the greatest unknown,

Come across another reality,

And live another today,

Even when the story has been told,

Life goes on...

Until we meet again,

Take care of yourself, my friend...